( Help Me Console The Sporatic Twitching Of Emotion That Gushes From My Sight )If your name is Ellen Greaney, do not read this. I wrote this ina very PMS-y mood... Seriously, don't say I didn't warn you. It will just make you extremely pissed off.............................Seriously.

I ignore you...As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away...

Well I don't really know what to talk about. Um I was really just trying to update more often than not lately and merely hoping that it would be something reletively captivating. I think I'll do a long survey and then go and get ready for my Uncle Mike's gig at the Buzzbomb tonight...

 hehe I'm done noe and I'm off to bathe!

  Eternal the kiss I breathe, siphon your blood to me....In my veins your eternity.

   

Gonna change my hair again...maybe that'll make me feel better... ;)

   
I AM LAME!!! But- I embrace my lameness. XD

So yeah. Just got this due to the peer pressure of my dearest sister (though I didn't really fight her). I really just feel kind of bleh after I had to go a Quincenera yesterday in Berwyn. I just felt sooooo comfortable being white in that neighborhood. Oh yeah... Anyways I've been feeling a little bit guilty and sympathetic about leaving Ellen on her own with Dad. But hey, she got to go to the show right? Ah who am I kidding? I totally could've gone with him today since the family is rolling in. Poor poor Ellen.

Growing up in that family dynamic, I know what's gonna happen to Ellen. Okay I think our Aunt Beth is rolling in so she's probably gonna bitch to Ellen about how no one helped her move in to her new house, complain about her job when we all know she loves it, and keep saying 'get out' and 'shut up' or ' are you serious'. Serious. If you can't tell I'm rolling my eyes. aunt Beth is one of my favorites, so you know everyone else on dad's side drives me bonkers. Yes, I said bonkers. 
 
Being the teenagers of the family also, you are automatically the designated babysitter. Which sucks. Especially for me. Ellen knows all the little buttons to push to make them giggle and ask for her while I on the other hand know all the wrong buttons to push. Yes, I can't say I like children.

But yes, other than the stupid little frustrations that test the average person throughout their life, I'm doing just fine. I would swear and get more into it, but I really don't feel like it today. Only girls would understand, if you know what I mean...haha